In the morning,I begin tenderly to touch every scar with my soul
Tears begin to drown my ice blue eyes
I feel my heart begin to beat harder,
With the memories of you…
In a trance I stare blankly at my reflection
“Who am I?”, I think…
But, what does it matter?
This can’t be real…our feelings are to good to be real…
I can't take it anymore,
This enormous distance kills me day after day…
I sit up against the cold wall, and take
out the sword distance put into my heart…your heart, cause I gave it to you….
As I close my eyes all the numbness and
Nothingness comes pouring out of my
Heart and soul…only the memories of you, of us, remain, cause they the really important thing i want to keep by my side second after second…
My soul is so heavy from loneliness,
My heart broken by distance…
But what do I care?
Nobody ever is interested in my feelings!...
Somehow I go on unnoticed…
I am the queen of deception,
Cause I don’t think there is a soul aware of mine….
Aware of who I am…
Your eyes are so distant,
Your body language is foreign to me…but not you kisses, cause I dream with them all my nights…
This pain runs in my blood,
But there’s cure: you, your hot hugs, your strong arms around me and your sweet kisses…
I fight everyday to survive,
to stay strong, to deal with your non-presence…
I can..but just because you are with me everyday, not in presence, but in spirit all the time.....................
Please my love, come next to me…
I will be here, here were you can find me,
But please hurry up before I get insane with so mucho I miss you!
Da para sempre vossa, mas sobretudo tua,
~~> A Poetisa das Trevas
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It is amazing, what love does to people (grande suspiro....:P). I don't know how to describe it, cause I never felt it, so I can't also feel what you're feeling right now. Anyway, I hope you know you're not alone in this freezing world, there's someone besides Him (euzinha, claro....:P) that is here for everything, every time, wether you're in need or not. Me and Him, we always cared, still caring, and will always care for you, for what you feel, for what you need. It does matter for us if you're happy or not, cause if you're not, how can we be?
Bjinhus*** minha bolaxinha doce que faz poemas de partir o coraçao! (no bom sentido!)
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