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segunda-feira, 14 de novembro de 2011

Probably just to say goodbye....



Probably this post is just to say goodbye....

I'm alone now

"It really hurts to say this yes it does
But after a while sweet love just aint enough
So many settle for less just because
Maybe I'm more in love with what it was
But what's gets so confusing baby
You and me
It's been so much confusion lately
You couldn't see that you were losing me

Chorus

Well I'm alone now but I ain't lonely
I'm on my own now
But I ain't the only
Honestly I'm fine
I'll take this time to concentrate on me
And I got possibility to keep me company
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/beyonce/im_alone_now.html ]
Won't you just assume he doesn't care
To internalize it all isn't fare
So I address the problem so that he's aware
But I still feel all alone even when he's there
Maybe we can fix it baby
I know we can
If I make you miss it baby
Then maybe you will understand

That I'm alone now but I ain't lonely
I'm on my own now
But I ain't the only
Honestly I'm fine
I'll take this time to concentrate on me
And I got possibility to keep me company

Well I'm alone now but I ain't lonely
I'm on my own now
But I ain't the only
Honestly I'm fine
I'll take this time to concentrate on me
And I got possibility to keep me company"
Another lonely Day - Ben Harper

"Yes indeed I'm alone again
and here comes emptiness crashing in
it's either love or hate
I can't find in between
cause I've been with witches
and I have been with a queen

it wouldn't have worked out any way
so now it's just another lonely day
further along we just may
but for now it's just another lonely day

wish there was something
I could say or do
I can resist anything
but temptation from you
but I'd rather walk alone
than chase you around
I'd rather fall myself
than let you drag me down

it wouldn't have worked out any way
and now it's just another lonely day
further along we just may
but for now it's just another lonely day

yesterday seems like a life ago
cause the one I love
today I hardly know
you I held so close in my heart oh dear
grow further from me
with every falling tear

it wouldn't have worked out any way
so now it's just another lonely day
further along we just may
but for now it's just another lonely day"

Provavelmente este é o meu último "post". 
Estou farta, triste e cansada. 
Sinto-me só e abandonada. 
Não vejo razões para continuar com nada: nem aqui nem em lado nenhum.
Não importa quanto tempo mais continue porque nada me faz sentido, nada me faz sentir, ou melhor, tudo o que sinto é o terrível frio do vazio do ínfimo do meu âmago. Não é dor, não é tristeza, é apenas um vazio terrível e doloroso à sua maneira característica.
Dado que não tenho nada mais para dizer, nenhum sentimento meu para transmitir...
Despeço-me com saudosismo destas páginas virtuais que sempre me "ouviram" e nunca me deixaram inteiramente só, a não ser agora.

BB4Ever

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